How the Concert
Almost Drowned the Music The irony was that I liked listening to music strong like coffee, black volume up a notch or two to catch my wandering mind and make it stay make it focus lose myself in it find myself in it * * * Where I lived, concerts were a rare thing concerts by groups I liked rarer still When a group I liked came one spring evening I went to see them, hear them form the words with their mouths form the notes with their fingers form the night with their energy The place was jammed and warmed up The people were ready I was ready They took their places, looking like they did on their album covers and hit that first note The volume jumped from good loud to marrow-sloshing LOUD and the people jumped up as one as if the electric guitars were hard wired to their seats, the current flowing straight on to their brains And they were happy, as if LOUD was what they really came to feel to inhale it have it run full throttle through them It was not my loud but a LOUD that made the harmony gasp the rhyme spit and choke the subtlety gurgle the licks screech and moan all drowned in the waves of thumping, painful LOUD * * * A while later, when my marrow settled, I listened again to the music I had hoped to hear then, but this time at my own loud And it was still there the lyrics, the rhyme, the voices, the licks still good. And so I revived the music and so I undrowned the music Yet even then, and even now I still hear the near-drowning of that music Harry W. Yeatts Jr. |