Blackberries, Pain, and Greed
On either side of the paved path Stand two wire fences. One with small openings and tall. The other short with large openings and a barbed-wire edge. Poking through and hiding behind both are the Blackberries. Ready to be taken but ready in turn to dole out Pain and incite Greed. Oh you could glean the outermost relatively unscathed, but the biggest, darkest, the most alluring gems lie happily flanked by needle-sharp guards. These berries consort with a Siren to lure me, hypnotize me. I must have them. I will have them. And pain is just a faint, unimportant half-thought. * * * Through the small openings on one side, I slip in two fingers to gently pull the berries loose. Then I lose control and not-so-gently pull more than I can hold. I can't jump high with grace and safety to grab the higher ones, but I try anyway. * * * On the other side, I can stick my hand deep through the fence or gingerly over the barbs, hunting, hunting. Deep into the berries' lair, unheedful of the guards, I grab one, then two, then three, then four; then drop one, maybe two. * * * Next winter, I will eat my jam and remember the Pain and the Greed. I will promise myself that, next summer, I will be a better berry hunter. I will be more graceful, more careful less greedy, less impetuous. But I know I will probably fail again. Harry W. Yeatts Jr. |